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08/2017 White Eroticism: Doctor Games

For Dominas like us, it’s common to travel on average once a month and to guest in other studios. This time I’m together with my colleague Dahlia Nyx in the legendary old Bizarre Train Station in Duisburg. This studio, which has been in existence for over 20 years, is already a particularly prestigious address for BDSM disciples and also the only one of this size in the city. In almost a dozen themed rooms, I find the right place and tools for every production. I can even choose between two differently designed clinic rooms, which is an advantage because my colleague and I have many „doctor’s appointments“ for doctor games today. We support each other by taking care of each other’s clients. This is how it works in today’s case.

A room for doctor games

My client rings the doorbell and Dahlia opens the door for him in her tight white latex dress. She leads him into the clinic room I have chosen. He’s not bisexual at all, so there is no game for three, but as an intro for a successful medical-sexual examination my presence is very effective.

Routinely and distantly, she tells him to „undress“ behind the paravan down to his underpants – and then she sits him down and leaves the room, a little callously but at the same time authentically.

Even though I’m not in the room, I know what’s going on, because the client can’t help but look directly at the large gynecological chair and imagine how he will most likely have to sit there – with his legs spread in front of me. In this particularly authentic room, the client’s eyes will also be drawn to the medical instruments I have prepared for the examination, which will evoke a mixture of anticipation and fear.

When I enter the room, wearing a doctor’s coat, a stethoscope around my neck, and a brand new pair of doctor’s clogs, I don’t find an anxious man. Rather he’s very motivated, in his late 30s, and even offers me a small smile of anticipation.

I take that smile and act friendly, firm, and say, in a delightfully professional, detached tone, as befits a medical professional, „Mr. Braun, you’re here for a medical sexual examination, is that correct?“

Although we were on a first-name basis in the preliminary interview, we are now more formal, thus manifesting our roles. Many very indiscreet questions follow, and judging by the degree to which his pants fill out, my client is really enjoying this embarrassing line of questioning: „Please state your basic sexual orientation,“ „Do you practice sex?“, „Are you active or passive during penetration?“, „How fast does your penis get hard?“, „Please estimate the amount of your sperm,“ „Does your foreskin move without hesitation?“, „Do you have hemorrhoids?“, and many more.

Examinations – foreplay and doctor games

Of course, I have to physically check all the information and ask him to take off his pants and sit on the gynecologist’s chair. His penis is already very hard.

As a matter of routine, I put on latex gloves and feel his testicles. I tell him that I think a needle should be inserted there because of the condition of the skin. He immediately agrees. Somehow we both have a smile of anticipation on our lips as I take all the small needles out of their sheaths and carefully begin my needle treatment. You can really cast a net with needles. The thrill for the „patient“ comes when the „doctor“ gently strokes the net with his oiled latex gloves. Great doctor games, indeed.

After I’ve removed the needles and disinfected everything (no, there is no bleeding), I tell him that I’ll now examine his anal area. Using an anal spreader, I open his buttocks and look directly inside. I make a point of describing my findings in detail, so that he feels a little embarrassed that I’m now not only penetrating him verbally, but also with my eyes.

I remove the instrument, demonstratively clean my hands with the disinfectant dispenser, put on new gloves and begin my anal examination with the words: „Relax“. I now feel his entire anal area, commenting on every little bump. I can see that he is enjoying this meticulous exploration of one of the most intimate parts of his body and the shame associated with it.

Milking within doctor games

After a few more examinations, I make it clear to him that I now need a sperm sample. I use the milking machine that my client asked me for. Yes, such a milking machine not only looks like one, it also works like a milking machine for cows. The alternation of pressure and vacuum creates a delightful sensation so that cow and man are finally ready to give up a white liquid.

This device may not look very attractive, but once it is placed on a penis – and expertly guided – an orgasm is usually guaranteed. My patient observes this device critically, but as soon as he dips his member into the silicone-soaked latex tube, his expression changes from skepticism to relaxation.

While operating the device, I look deeply into his eyes and begin to verbally process the examinations. In the thunderstorm of my verbal eroticism, he finally climaxes and collapses in the chair. „That was really great,“ he says, still panting a bit.

I take off my gown and slip out of the role of the bizarre doctor. Now it’s easy for us to talk about what has happened in a relaxed way with a certain distance and to enjoy the many effects we have achieved.

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